Kathy Lyons is the fun, contemporary side of USA Today Bestselling author Jade Lee. She loves sassy romance with lots of laughter and sex. Spice is the variety of life, right? Okay, so maybe two kids, two cats, two pennames, and writing over 40 books has messed with her mind, but she still keeps having fun. And in her new Dream Nights series couples share erotic dreams that lead to a sizzling reality. Check her out at www.KathyLyons.com Or hang out with her sexy historical half, Jade Lee. Titled heroes with dark secrets are Jade’s passion. Especially when they fall for women who add more than just spice to their lives.
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Energy Healing
Not many people know I’ve studied a form of energy healing for nearly two decades. I never took clients (for pay) because I never got certified. But I did work on my friends and family and saw some good results. I also saw no results on some of my biggest concerns. Apparently weight loss isn’t totally about releasing old stresses and worries. At least for me, I still have to diet and exercise. *sigh*
So I have two core beliefs. First, I believe that our tissues hold the emotions and traumas of the past, and not just in forms that can be seen by the naked eye or on an X-ray. And second, I believe most strongly in the act of gratitude. Let me state up front–I’m not always good at being grateful. I’m blessed by a great life and I don’t appreciate it nearly as much as I should. But for me, gratitude goes well beyond saying, “Thanks God! I’ve got a home, great kids, and a loving husband. Plus, the grocery store had bananas on sale today! Woo hoo!” Gratitude needs to go to the cellular level, too. “Thank you lungs for working as well as you do. Sure I had an asthma attack, but I know you’re trying to protect me from losing too much moisture out of the lungs. But I’m good now, so you can relax.” (I have exercise-induced asthma and sudden moisture loss is the cause.) Anyway, I still have asthma attacks, but thinking gratitude has helped ease my attacks. Maybe it’s all psychological, but it works for me. And I don’t have to say it out loud, so no one thinks I’m a weirdo.
So given this mindset, it’s no stretch to believe scar tissue holds layers and layers of trauma. Not just psychological trauma – after all, you got the scar somehow – but held energetic crap. Yes, that’s what I call it: energetic crap. But in my world view, a lot of that can be released by simply saying thank you. Thank you scar for helping me heal and for protecting that injury. Thank you for doing your job. I appreciate it, but it’s done now. I’m okay. You don’t need to be so thick and bumpy now. I’m good.
So maybe the scar won’t go away fully, but it might reduce in size. You might not subconsciously hunch over the injury site when you’re feeling stressed. You might not tighten those muscles beneath and around the scar so much. Maybe. Hopefully.
I put a thank-you-to-the-scar scene in One Night in the Spa. I led to it slowly and prefaced it with, “So I know this is kinda weird...” But having published it, a number of people have commented on it. I thought this would be a good place to explain my worldview. So what do you think? Am I nuts?
What starts out as a simple massage treatment for spa manager David's best friend Kim, turns into a night of seduction and sexual discovery.
Always relegated to the friend zone, David is determined to show Kim what she's been missing…one erogenous zone at a time. Sure, their friendship is on the line. And sure, David's hiding a motive larger than either him or Kim. But the second his hands touch her smooth skin, he just doesn't care anymore.
Kim's been so focused on the loss of her sports career that she's had no time for romance or sex. But her response to David can't be denied. Is it just that her body's been missing out, or could her heart be involved too?
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David set aside the empty pint of ice cream, then grimly crossed his arms. "So, do you want to keep going insane or are you going to start talking to me?"
"Goddamn it, David—"
"If you say you're fine one more time, I'm going to throw you over my knee and spank you."
"As if you could," she taunted.
"You know I can," he shot back. He'd done his share of wrestling as a kid. Against her, he had the height and weight advantage, and a growing need to put his hands on her. Hell yes, he could best her.
Apparently, she knew it too. So with another angry huff, she dropped down in the chair diagonal to the couch. Then she folded her arms and glared at her drooping plant in the corner.
He sighed. "Kim—"
"I'm sick, okay? Like seriously sick. I've seen a doctor. It's all under control, but…but it's taking me some time to adjust."
His blood ran cold and he abruptly leaned forward. "You're sick?"
"It's no big deal."
He threw his hands up on the air. "Criminy, you're like talking to a parrot. It's no big deal. I'm fine. Bull-fucking-shit, Kim."
Her gaze shifted to him. "Criminy? Where the hell did you learn that?"
He flopped back onto the couch. "Really? You're going to start asking me about my swear words?"
"It's from, like, the 1800s."
"It's from my friend's aunt Tilde, okay? It's one of her favorite words. Have no idea what it means. Don't even know how to spell it. Now for the love of God, will you tell me what's wrong with you?"
"I'm developing!"
He stared at her. He looked at her, replayed the conversation in his brain, and still didn't get it. What the hell did “developing” mean? "Um—"
"I'm going through puberty, okay? I've suddenly got real periods, I've gained like a hundred pounds, and these things won't stop!" She gestured to her breasts. Come to think of it, they were fuller than he remembered. Beautifully so.
"Um, Kim. Aren't you twenty-four?"
"And a half. Yes."
"So didn't you—"
"Go through puberty eons ago? Yeah, that's what I thought. But think about my life for the last decade. I was working out six, eight, sometimes ten hours a day. It wasn't just the racquetball training. I was teaching aerobics classes, self-defense, and lifting weights too. Add to that my school schedule, and I've never had more than fifteen percent body fat. Apparently, that's not enough to develop into a full woman."
He nodded slowly, processing her words. It aligned pretty clearly with what he had already guessed. Given her knee injury, she'd suddenly stopped most of her activity. Her body had finally had a chance to rest, put on some fat, and get back on track in the propagation-of-the-species way. It all made sense.
So why did she say she was sick? Why did she write in her journal that she was insane?
"Kim—"
"Look, my doctor says it's normal—and let me tell you, that was one conversation I never want to have again—but it's just driving me insane. Everything's accelerated, apparently. More intense because I'm so late doing this. But until my hormones balance out and…whatever…I have trouble focusing. I'm antsy and irritable and…and…"
"Horny?"
Her skin flushed a bright red and she suddenly dropped her head into her hands. "Kill me now," she moaned.
He laughed. What would it be like to be going along in what you thought was a normal adult life, then suddenly lose your career and get hit with puberty all at once? Not only did she have all this grief about racquetball, but suddenly her hormones were throwing her emotions around like a Ping-Pong ball. No wonder she thought she was going insane.
He exhaled loudly, feeling his tension drain away. "Well, that's a relief. At least I know you're not dying of a brain tumor or something."
She lifted her head to glare at him. "So glad I could help."
He smiled at her. "Come on, Kim. You've got to see the humor in this. I've always envied how together you are—so cool under pressure, unstoppable on the court, driven at work. Hell, I have no idea how you managed to train and go to school at the same time."
"By being focused."
"Well, yeah. It's easy to be focused when you don't have adolescent distractions hitting you all the time. You basically grew up in a hormonal monastery and now—"
"I'm stepping onto a porn set."
He knew she was joking. He knew it, and yet his belly tightened up as his stomach sank to his heels. The image of her shaking her stuff and moaning in orgasm during an orgy had him nearly choking on his combined lust and horror.
"Oh my God, Pepke, you should see your face." She threw a pillow at him. "I'm not actually doing a porn show."
"I didn't think—"
"Sure you didn't. You just got sickly pale there for no reason at all." She flopped back into her chair. "I meant that everywhere I look, all I can think about is sex, sex, sex. Is this what is wrong with all those teenagers? It's a wonder they can sit through a class. I can barely sit at my desk for two minutes before I have to be up and doing something. But God forbid I walk into the weight room or the training studio. All those…" She choked off her words.
"Hot, sweaty men?"
"They don't even have to be hot, David. I'm seeing everything and everyone."
She made it sound as though she was depraved. She certainly looked as if she'd rather die than admit this to anyone, but he was still trying to process the details.
"You mean you've never gone through adolescence at all?" That couldn't be true. She had breasts and hips. Granted, they were curvier now than before, but she had to have gone through some sort of puberty. Right?
She sighed, the sound mournful. "Well, that's what I thought too. And yes, I've had periods and stuff, but they were always light, never regular. And they'd stop altogether during tournament season."
Okay, so she'd been slowed, not stopped. "But you've had boyfriends. I've seen you date."
She nodded. "And I did." She started listing off the men he'd had burned into his brain years before. Brian, Danny, and Bastard Rick—the one who had pushed for more in their relationship, so she'd just dumped him. Flat-out told him to fuck off. Never spoke to him again.
The men lined up in his brain and he realized that she'd never spoken about them with any kind of passion. Just a casual kind of he-and-I-used-to-hang-out way. She'd made it sound as though they'd barely been a blip on her radar. Now he knew why. She'd been dating more because that's what people did, not because she had any true interest in it.
He nodded slowly, his mind finally processing what had happened. "All your time was spent at school or training." Until a little over ten months ago when she'd blown her knee. Then there'd been surgery and three months in a cast and now…and now her body was making up for lost time.
She pushed out of her chair to pace around the room. "Look, I haven't been like a monk or anything. I've kissed. I've had sex…sort of."
"But you never got into it?" he asked.
"Not like everyone else did. I just never understood what the big deal was."
He felt his lips curve at that. Boy, was she in for a change in perspective. "So are you figuring it out now?"
"Yeah," she ground out. "And it sucks!" She stopped pacing, closed her eyes and let her head drop back with an anguished moan. It was a pose of defeat, and yet he couldn't help but see every line over her curvaceous body. She'd been too thin before, too much like a marathon runner with no body fat, minimal curves, and no chest to speak of. Now she was bursting out of her yoga gear, and it was all he could do not to throw her over his shoulder and drag her back to his caveman bedroom.
Then she turned her head to stare at him. "What are you grinning at?"
He tried to wipe the smile off his face, but he couldn't quite do it. It was terrible of him—she was really struggling here—but all he could think was: no wonder. No wonder he was just her sports buddy. It was because her body had been shut down. Her female urges had been locked away, but not any more. Finally, he could relate to her as a man who wants a woman.
Hallelujah!
Except he had to tread carefully. After all, any Tom, Dick, or Harry could sexually overwhelm a woman, especially one as confused as she was right then. But he didn't want to overwhelm her. He wanted to seduce her correctly, show her the delights of sexuality in the right way. He wanted to love her, and that took a delicate hand.
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I LOVE the idea of the book you came up with. I can definitely see this as storyline because you see those athletes and even when they are older teens they look like per-pubescent kids. I can hardly wait to see how he seduces her and how she reacts because she's like a pot of milk simmering on the stove...ready to boil over at any second.
ReplyDeleteHi, Kathy! I love your books, and this one sounds like another winner.
ReplyDeleteNo, I don't think you're nuts. You make perfect sense to me. We all have a lot of scar tissue to work through.
Not nuts. Makes perfect sense to me.
ReplyDeleteEveryone's a bit nuts. :-D However, I agree with your thoughts on this. Scars are a part of life.
ReplyDeleteYou are not nuts because if you are then I am too. You gave me a new perspective on the tissues. I had never thought that our tissues hold the emotions and traumas of the past even though it isn't scientifically proven (is it?) but I think I do agree with you. It holds scars that doesn't seem to disappear
ReplyDeleteNot nuts...I have Asthma too. I agree with you. Plus I always say positive thoughts help too.
ReplyDeleteNo you're not nuts. I've always held the belief that your body harbors energies and they I fluency your entire life. I always feel physically better, when I have a good psychological outlook. Unfortunately that's sometimes difficult and then old injuries have a tendency to make themselves known.
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