Author of the RITA winning Pink Files series, Stephanie Feagan has had a love affair with romance novels since she was eleven and discovered there are kissing scenes in Victoria Holt books. She spent a lot of time in her closet with a flashlight, reading as fast as possible to get to the end, only to start a new book and begin the whole Leave-Me-Alone-I’m-Reading cycle all over again. She still stays up until the wee hours to finish books, now courtesy of a lighted e-reader which she believes is mankind’s greatest invention ever.
Stephanie also writes Young Adult and New Adult paranormal romance as Trinity Faegen. A practicing CPA who loves travel, books, new pencils, old keys, and smart guys, she lives in the oilfields of west Texas with her engineer husband and a mean cat. She’d love to hear from you. She answers to Stephanie, Trinity, Hey Lady, and Mom, and can be reached at Stephanie@StephanieFeagan.com or Trinity@TrinityFaegen.com
She’s aware the similarity between her pseudonym, Faegen, and her real name, Feagan, confuses pretty much everyone, herself included. Since so many mispronounce Feagan as FEEgan instead of FAYgan, she thought she’d mix it up when she took a pseudonym and make it easier on people. Now people say FayEEgen, and spell it wrong. Next time she takes a pen name, she’s totally going with Smith or Jones.
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A Theme Is A Many Splendored Thing
Themes in novels are elusive when you're up close, but the farther back you get, the more evident they become. It's a little like that light bulb moment when I realized I always gravitate to the appetizer section of any menu. I always want ALL the appetizers and the main courses just seem meh. I never noticed until my daughter pointed it out.
It's difficult for an author to lay her hands on one particular theme that appears over and over in her work until she has a body of work to consider. My body of work is ginormous, some published and much more unpublished, and I can safely say that every story I've told, while they may contain different themes, have one consistent theme - loneliness. In reading, I gravitate to books with lonely characters. Give me a hero or heroine who's alone, who aches for human interaction, and I'm all over that like syrup on pancakes.
Using my armchair psychologist skillz, I'm going to posit that my attraction to One Is The Loneliest Number is because of childhood trauma, like when we moved 300 miles away from my hometown when I was in the middle of 4th grade and my new school was a house of horrors from Day 1 because of Jake Hollingsworth. I still hate Jake Hollingsworth. He made fun of my name and called me George of the Jungle (my maiden name was George), and when I'd come into the classroom, he'd start singing it, and others joined in. I had no friends, no one to run to, nowhere to hide. I walked past Jake once and he poked his finger up my dress and into my backside. I screamed and we went to the principal and I was in as much trouble as Jake. It was a low point in my life, and I was only 9. My parents were deeply unhappy people in an unhappy marriage and my brother was 5 years older than me, distant and way too busy fighting with my dad to pay me any attention. I missed my old school, my friends, my life. I was desperately lonely.
Then, miracle of miracles, I was standing next to the school building during recess one day when a girl came up and started talking to me. Her name was Beverly Funk. She was way tall for our age and a big-boned girl. And her name was Funk, which gained her almost as much teasing and bullying as George. I was so grateful for her friendship, I still to this day want to weep with love for her. We remained friends through the fifth grade, and then there was middle school and Terri Hale. She accepted me into her little clique, then told me one day at lunch that I could no longer sit with them, to go away. In front of the whole world. I cried. I was friendless again.
Life was made worse because my mom made me go to the youth social thing at church every Sunday night. Everyone at my church was rich - except me. They all went to private school and wouldn't spit on me if I was on fire. I usually sat on the steps and waited for Mom to come get me when it was over. Except that one Sunday when a tall, pretty, equally ostracized girl named Laura came to sit beside me. We went back inside and played Yahtzee. A guy who was also public school trash joined us, and we bonded that night. We remained close friends all through high school and college. Laura passed from breast cancer when she was 38, leaving 4 beautiful little girls and a whole host of friends behind, including me.
I've been lonely at other times, even in a crowd. I hurt when I hear the Beatles' Eleanor Rigby, and feel pain for all the lonely people. I want everyone to have friends, family, others in their life, because this journey we're on means nothing without sharing. I am never happier than when I'm with my family, eating, laughing, telling stories of our days and jobs and children.
Strange, then, that I draw such comfort from writing, which is a solitary pursuit. And yet, I never feel lonely while writing. I have a whole host of friends right here with me, characters I know and love, who I root for and want to find their happiness. Their companions. Whatever story I tell, there will always be an element of loneliness somewhere in the telling, and no matter how many times I fix it for the characters and bring them the joy of friendship and love, I know I'll keep telling the same story again and again, because I will never quite completely distance myself from that 9 year old kid with no one.
What about you? What themes do you gravitate toward in your reading?
Thanks so much to Danielle for having me here! I hope you'll give Out of Control a read, and let me know if you think my favorite theme is in the story.
Oil rig blowout specialist Blair Drake is finished with men—especially after her disastrous marriage that caused her family to disinherit and cut all ties with her. But when Nick Robichaud, a handsome, roguishly charming oil well fire expert, wildcats into her life, throwing his devil-may-care attitude all over the place, the real sparks begin to fly.
Forced to work together to kill a string of sabotaged oil rig explosions, Nick and Blair discover a plot to cripple the world’s oil supply. Unless they stop the doers, it’ll mean global economic catastrophe. With time running out and their lives on the line, they risk everything to prevent disaster. But nothing can stop the fire between them from burning out of control....
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I tend gravitate to books with marriage of convenience theme. Not because I am in one LOL
ReplyDeleteI dunno, it's just lovely to read and follow the relationship between two who barely know each other until they couldn't live without one another :))
Aline, marriage of convenience stories are among my favorites - with you 100%!
Deletethanks for the giveaway!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for the post and giveaway! I love Amazon, so fingers crossed for the gift card. :-)
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Lindsey V.
Oh, and I guess I love to read romance books with the supposed 'Alpha' male who really is a teddy bear when it comes to the woman he loves. I like to read about the guy who may seem rough around the edges but who shows his true self to the girl.
DeleteThanks again!
Hi Lindsey-
DeleteI'm with you - love the take charge afraid of nothing guy who's devoted to the woman he loves. Sigh...
Hello, Stephanie! I tend towards romantic suspense, so Out of Control sounds like my kind of book. Your post brought back memories of my family's move from Kansas to Connecticut when I was in 9th grade. A wild change of culture! Thankfully, another girl who had just moved from Alabama befriended me, and we remain friends after these many, many years. (And I met my husband there, so there was a reason for that traumatic move.) Thanks again for your RWA tax class...still saving us money! :) Best wishes on you new release!
ReplyDeleteHi Sherida- So glad you're still getting some benefit from the tax class! Thanks for stopping by to say hi!
DeleteI read mostly romance or erotic romance. I like first love stories, long lost love stories and second chance stories. Anything romance!
ReplyDeleteLong lost love stories - yes! I'm guessing most people wonder, what if? when thinking about a past love. Fun to read those stories, and find out the what if? turns out happily. :)
DeleteI love friends to lovers! And I totally understand about the youth group and sitting on the steps. I'm glad you were able to find another "public school" kid!
ReplyDeleteHi Rebe-
DeleteThanks for stopping by! Yeah, it's funny what life brings to you when you least expect it.
I'm with you, Stephanie, regarding loneliness. I was a geek in high school--lonely. Had a first date at 16--arranged by my parents (shudder)--lonely. I tended toward the chubby side while growing up 'cause I wasn't into sports, read mysteries most of the time--lonely. Met a guy I fell head over heels for in college (he was the first who ever paid me any attention at all)--not lonely anymore. I'm still a voracious reader--especially of romances (love those HEA endings), despite not being lonely anymore. But no matter how alone I may be as the years go by...I will always have my book friends. :-) jdh2690@gmail.com
ReplyDeleteJanice, I love your story! I lived in books all through high school & college. I had a young woman write to me not long ago about one of my YA books, and she detailed a lot of her angst and trauma, then said she'd reread my book 5 times because she loved escaping into that world, where she felt safe. I cried, and thought, this is why I write. Paying it back is just amazing. Thanks for sharing!
DeleteBooks can be good friends and fill in a lot of blanks. I like rekindled love stories.
ReplyDeleteHi Mary Jo - Yes, going back for another chance is one of my favorite romance plots. It makes for great reading because the couple already has history, so they get right to it. :)
DeleteI like books with a paranormal theme and romantic suspense books. I also like some contemporary cowboy books. Thanks for sharing, this book sounds great and I am looking forward to reading it. Thanks for the giveaway.
ReplyDeleteHi Eva-
DeleteThanks so much! I hope you enjoy Out of Control. I sure had a lot of fun writing it.